She

In my way home it starts raining on me. It's like the world doesn't like me, I feel like everything goes wrong with my life. But it´s not a problem for me, I will continue, even if the entire world falls on me.
Finally I'm home, I drop my wet clothes and I fall sleep quickly, it was a tiresome day.
However, the bell rings.... I open the door, and it's you again. Like always, you came to me so unexpected so unpredictable. You hug me like in the first time, I'm not tired anymore, it's because of you that i keep going. I hope that one day you can stay with me, have this hug every morning, every night.
We don´t speak, I don't wanna know why are you here again, I just want to be with you.
I watch your pretty face, your eyes, your hair... I don´t know yet what´s their color, you hypnotize me or it's just my head, always confuse with banal little things. Your skin always soft like nothing else. But your perfume....... I can recognize your perfume even in a perfumery, it´s deep in my nose, in my brain like a drug.
I remember in silence all the good moments we have passed together our little adventures, and I can't understand why you disappear after that good moments.
I try to kiss you and than..... my fear it's right. I wake up and I realize that was just a dream, like always. It's always your face, your perfume, your smile, but it's just a dream.
I'm sad. Are you real? Why you, why always you? I Wish I can sleep a week just to be with you. So many things I want to ask you, so many things I want to share with you, see what's the color of your eyes, of your hair, listen your voice....
Maybe you are only a dream, but I continue waiting for you, just in case.
I look at the window, it's not raining anymore, the night it's quiet, and I feel tired again, I close my yes and I hope that you are waiting for me in my dreams.

Erick